Monday, November 14, 2016

Lots of Valuable Lessons Taught and Learned

Hey y'all! 

As you have probably gathered, I have been caught in the "y'all" fever for about 15 weeks now and I just can't help it! Life is so good here in Kentucky. However, Sister Dorian (Cali Girl) is freezing!! When they say humid winter is a whole different level, THEY ARE RIGHT.  The leaves are breathtaking though and the holiday season is beginning to show on the shop windows and mall hallways so I am a happy little camper :)

This week has been a very busy week, a week full of many lessons taught and learned. It is amazing how many things you see people go through on a mission. What is even more amazing though, is when you see the Atonement work in their life and your own, changing you both for the better. This gospel is truly one of miracles. I've said it before and I will say it again. Miracles never cease. 

On Monday, we went to a trampoline place called house of BOOM (basically it is just like jump on it). It was so much fun except for Sister Henderson hurting her shoulder :( she tore her labrum before her mission and was told she would need to get surgery sooner or later but that she would be ok to go on her mission as long as she was careful. She ended up tweaking in on a trapeze and has been in pain all week so we are heading to the doctor today to get her an MRI. Hopefully everything is alright! We will definitely keep you posted on that.

On Tuesday, we did exchanges with the hermanas. Every time I exchange with them, I think of Becca, my older sister. Since she was an Hermana, I think a lot about her mission and the amazing example that she was and continues to be for me to this day. Her example was one of the many things that brought me here on my mission and so it really is a tender mercy to have those times with the hermana's to reflect on that. We went to a part of town with a lot of hispanics so having a Spanish speaker there was a big help! Plus, Hermana Castillo is the sweetest missionary alive so we really had a great time. We ended up teaching a guy in Spanish who had the sweetest spirit about him. So much fun!

On Wednesday, before we exchanged back, we went to a Mexican restaurant tucked into downtown that a member who is from Poway told us about. She found out that Hermana Castillo and I are both from California so she told us about this place since they have the best cali burritos in town. Well, SHE WAS RIGHT. It really is the little things that make all the difference. 
That burrito was so good and totally gave me flashbacks to home. Yummmy :) That afternoon, we were able to teach a girl named Lena. She is so prepared. She is truly seeking for truth and wants to make this decision to follow Christ and find his church. However, her boyfriend is a deacon at a different church so unfortunately, we are worried that it might make things difficult as we move forward since we didn't have the warmest encounter with him when we first met him. We are not giving up hope though! We will keep you posted on her progress but I have a feeling that she is going to really see the blessings that come from this gospel as she pushes past any opposition she may face. 

Thursday was such a great day!! We had a lesson scheduled with three young guys that we met on the bus a few days earlier but when we went to the address, we couldn't find it. Luckily we were there a little early so we biking around the complex talking to people and trying to find where these guys lived. After about 15 minutes, we decided to look at the map 🙈 we found out that we we right next to it. When we got there only one of the three guys was outside. We ended up teaching him and he was so prepared!! He accepted baptism and our invitation to read the Book of Mormon. He is 19 so we have to refer him to the YSA elders but that is ok because I truly have gained a testimony of the fact that Heavenly Father is in the very details of this work and he knows who each of His children need to be taught by :)  

After his lesson, we got chick-fil-a (again , it's the little things) and then headed over to the part of town where most of our investigators live. When we got there, Kayla was outside with her niece. She is an investigator that we started teaching but she dropped us because her mom wanted her to stick to the Bible and she wanted to respect that. However, when we said hi to her and asked how she was doing, she said that she had asked her mom a question that her mom couldn't answer with the Bible. She was wondering how the Savior could understand what she was going through if He was the perfect Son of God. Alma 7 immediately came to mind. We told her to go home and read it and asked if we could come teach her more about how the Book of Mormon answers her questions and she said yes!! We went back the next day and gave her lots of info/scripture/talks on the topic. We also committed her to live the word of wisdom. It was a very risky move but we testified to her that she wouldn't be able to receive her answers and feel the spirit if her body isn't fit for the spirit to dwell. She committed and to our knowledge has been living it so we really see progress in her. It is so amazing to see how the Book of Mormon could answer questions that arise from confusing parts in the Bible. Heavenly Father really has thought of everything. He knew that the Bible would cause confusion and that it would be interpreted many different ways. So, he made the Book of Mormon possible to that we could interpret the Bible correctly. the Book of Mormon is true! I can't testify of that. I have not only received that witness for myself but I have seen the fruits of it in my life and the lives of others. It is the word of God and I am so grateful for the opportunity to share it with others so that through it, they can come closer to our Savior. 

We have also been teaching another lady in that complex named Angie. She is awesome. She has had a lot of hard trials in her life but she really wants to change her life and come closer to Jesus Christ. We are also helping her to live the Word of Wisdom and come to church. So excited to see her progress and work towards changing her life for the better. Her friend has also decided to meet with us and hear our message and this friend wants her son to sit in on the lessons as well. Heavenly Father is blessing us with so many miracles in this area and we are so excited so see what is in store :) 

On Saturday, ABBIE GOT BAPTIZED!!!! Oh my goodness this was such a happy day I can't even begin to describe it. I am convinced that Abbie is one of my best friends from the pre existence. She asked me and Sister Israelsen to speak at her baptism and it was such an amazing, tender experience to see her there, dressed in white, ready to make this covenant with our Heavenly Father. I remember like it was yesterday walking into Qdoba really to be shot down by questions and immediately realizing that it was the opposite. Miracles do happen and the Lord is preparing his children. Her parents have invited us over for Christmas and we are planning on being at each other's seals as bridesmaids. It was so good! After her baptism (which a whole bunch of her extended family came to!), we all went out to lunch at BJ's. It was such a great day!! I say this all the time but I like to compare a mission to how I have heard people explain parenting. A lot of the time, it is really hard and you are smiling through the pain. But when those glorious, miracle moments happen, it makes every single other moment worth it. :)

Yesterday, we had a different Sunday than most. We had stake conference in the morning and then went to a member's house for lunch. When we got home, sister Henderson was super sick! So, I put her to bed and called potentials for the rest of the night :)

I love being a missionary so much. I have learned so much about my Savior, His Atonement, and the Spirit. I have learned that we must be exactly obedient and always grateful in order to have the Spirit and thus access the full powers of our Saviors enabling Atonement. One scripture that really hit me this morning was one I read this morning about the Nephites in the beginning of 3 Nephi. It says, "And it came to pass that thus passed away the ninety and fifth year also, and the people began to forget those signs and wonders which they had heard, and began to be less and less astonished at a sign or a wonder from heaven, insomuch that they began to be hard in their hearts, and blind in their minds, and began to disbelieve all which they had heard and seen. Imagining up some vain thing in their hearts, that it was wrought by men and by the power of the devil, to lead away and deceive the hearts of the people; and thus did Satan get possession of the hearts of the people again, insomuch that he did blind their eyes and lead them away to believe that the doctrine of Christ was a foolish and a vain thing". 

I was amazed at how quickly they had forgotten the miracles and signs they had seen and then, as I pondered it more, I realized that I fall in this trap all the time. Wonderful things happen to me and I feel the Savior so close as I go through trials and then after things are over, I forget the wonderful feelings and closeness that I felt. I forget to be thankful and then I tend to be less and less astonished until hard trials come again and I am compelled to humility and gratitude. This was a hard lesson to learn but I realized that if I am going to experience a mighty change of heart each and every day and one day become like my Savior, I have to express gratitude. I can't forget the wonderful, joyous feelings that come as I access His Atonement in my life. And, I have to be exactly obedient. Not out of duty or fear, but out of a love for the Savior and a strong desire to have His spirit to be with me at all times. Then, and only then, will we find peace and joy always, even in the midst of trial and affliction. If we are close to the Savior and always have His Spirit to be with us, joy will come regardless of circumstance and we will continually be converted to the Lord. We will become those people a few chapters back when, "there began to be lyings sent forth among the people, by Satan, to harden their hearts, to the intent that they might not believe in those signs and wonders which they had seen; but notwithstanding these lyings and deceivings the more part of the people did believe, and were converted unto the Lord." Opposition may not cease, but we will believe and become converted unto the Lord because we know who the source of our strength and joy is. 

I know that this is Christ's church on the Earth today. The Book of Mormon is true. Joseph Smith translated it with the power and authority of God. Our Savior lives and He loves us more than words can describe. He is always by our side, ready to come to our aid when we are ready and willing. Let us all strive to be more grateful, not only during this Thanksgiving season but every day of the year. Let us love and serve our Savior and obey all that He asks of us so that He can change our hearts and make us into what He knows we can become. 

I love you all! Have an amazing week. Thank you for all the love, support and prayers. 

Hurrah for Israel!

Love always,
Sister Dorian

"And it shall come to pass, that whoso repenteth and is baptized in my name shall be filled; and if he endureth to the end, behold, him will I hold guiltless before my Father at that day when I shall stand to judge the world."  3 Nephi 27:16

So Many Things to Do, and So Little Time

Hey everyone!!

I can not believe another week has come and gone. Time is moving way too fast! Yesterday marked 4 months of being a set apart missionary. It feels like I blinked and I went from being a newbie in the MTC to being a trainer in Louisville. I absolutely love life!! Things are good, just going by way too fast :)

This week was definitely a trying one but I feel like after every trying day/week/month, my capacity for joy and peace and happiness increases. It's the law of opposition at work! We go through challenges and hard times so that good times seem that much greater :)

We had a full PDay on Monday since it was Halloween so we ended up just hanging out with the STL's and then spending the rest of the night with a member and the Grim's. Guess what?? We finally met the one and only Hunter Grim. He is the original referral that we went to go visit when we met the Grim family. We are now working on baptizing his whole family and we just met him this week. Turns out he doesn't even live in our area. The Lord truly works in mysterious ways. He knew that Hunters family was ready so he sent us through him. So cool! We will see what happens with Hunter. TBA ;)

On Tuesday, we had a miracle! We were over at an apartment complex to see a potential named crystal but we couldn't so we just talked with her mom. Her name is Angie and we have tried to teach her so many times because we see her in this apartment complex every time we are there. We started talking to her and she randomly started asking us all of these questions about our doctrine and what we believe. She started getting really excited and was like, "That is what I have been looking for my whole life!" We were like ya we know!! That is why we have been wanting to meet with you for so long :) she accepted a baptismal date and we are so excited. We were going to see her last week again but she didn't answer her phone :( high hopes for her though, she is awesome!

On Wednesday, we had a pretty humbling day. One thing that is super prevalent here in Louisville, which I think I have mentioned before, is Southern Baptist seminary students. We went to meet with one on Wednesday because she really wanted to talk to us but we found out she just wanted to Bible bash with us. We kindly but firmly told her our purpose and then promptly left. It is super draining to interact with these people because their real only purpose is to destroy your testimony. After meeting with her and encountering a few others like her this week, I really had a hard time. But, I went back to the basics. I read my scriptures and prayed A LOT. I realized that there was so much fear that came from them and not a whole lot of good feelings. I really gained a testimony of having faith instead of living in fear. I also gained a stronger testimony in opposition. Heavenly Father knows that in order to gain a solid, unwavering testimony, our testimonies have to be put to the test. However, if we read the Book of Mormon and pray in faith, then our answers will come. Every. Time. That's how it happened for me. It was like Heavenly Father gave me a chance to experience exactly what my investigators are going through. What a blessing. Now I have so much more empathy and can testify with that much more conviction of the things that I know to be true. That is kind of how this week has been. We had an amazing zone Meeting on Thursday that really helped me out as well. I had been fasting that morning for strength and understanding and when the zone leaders had their Ward mission leader share his conversion experience, I was amazed at the overwhelming feeling of love I felt from my Heavenly Father. It was as if He was hugging me and letting me know that I was in the right place and that I had a Heavenly Father who was aware of me and my struggles. It was so good!!

Looking back, I am so grateful! I know that this church is true! I know that Joseph Smith was a prophet and that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. I know that we have prophet today who lead and guide our church. I know that the Spirit testifies of truth. I know that God lives and that He loves us. He allows trials to occur in our lives for our benefit and good. I am eternally grateful for the trials I have gone through and will go through in the future because they bring me closer to my Savior. I know without a doubt that He lives. This is His church!!! He is at the head, leading and guiding it until He comes again. He knows us perfectly. He stands with us, cheering us on and lifting us when we can't lift ourselves. I have never felt His influence more than as a missionary. He has been right beside me and I love Him ❤

We had some other amazing miracles this week that has just solidified my awareness of Gods hand in each of our lives. On Saturday night, we had a lesson with Lucas, Sarah Janes older brother. We have been really struggling to help him commit to much of anything and it has been so frustrating. However, in our lesson, we were really able to focus on him and his questions since it was more one on one. He expressed a lot of his concerns about receiving revelation and in my mind I was like, "I literally just went through this. I know EXACTLY how he is feeling and how to help him." So, I opened up and told him that I know that God can speak to us and answer our questions but we have to want to know. We have to have the desire to believe before that desire will work within us and become faith. We told him more about how to receive answers from God and recognize them. Then, we had him pray and ask God his questions. The Spirit was tangible. Afterwards, he looked at the Book of Mormon in his hands and said, "I feel a little better". We were like that's the spirit!!! :) He promised to read and I really felt like we were making progress. He is still struggling to get himself up for church but we have plans to take him to the singles ward next week since it starts at 1 instead of 9:30. We are praying for him. It has been a slow process but Sarah Jane has been such an amazing influence on her family.

Speaking of Sarah Jane being a good influence, Miranda came to church yesterday!! And not only that, she BORE HER TESTIMONY. She got up there and bore her testimony that she knows the church is true and that it has changed her life and that she is so grateful for the love that Sarah Jane has felt in our Ward. It was so amazing! She was also actively participating in the classes afterwards and everything. She is so awesome!! We are so excited for this family to continue to progress towards one day being an eternal family. Their testimonies are so pure and so full of faith. They are examples to me for sure. This church is so true and it brings such joy!!

I love you all so much!! Again, thank you for all the support and prayers. We have been seeing so many countless miracles in this area and in this mission. Faith works. It works anytime and anywhere. We had an amazing lesson in relief society about faith and testimony and one of my favorite quotes was this: 

"In order to find God as a reality, we must follow the course which he pointed out for the quest. The path is one that leads upward; it takes faith and effort, and is not the easy course. For this reason many men will not devote themselves to the arduous task of proving to themselves the reality of God. On the contrary, some take the easy path and deny his existence or merely follow the doubter’s course of uncertainty. Sometimes faith means believing a thing to be true where the evidence is not sufficient to establish knowledge. We must continue the probe and follow the admonition: “Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.” (Matt. 7:7–8.)... In order for an individual to obtain unwavering knowledge of the reality of God, he must live the commandments and the doctrines announced by the Savior during his personal ministry. Those who are willing to make the search, apply themselves, and do God’s will, will have the knowledge come to them of the reality of God" 

May we each embark on the quest. Let us live the doctrines and ask God for guidance and direction. Let us follow the will that He has for each of us. As we do this, we will become the eternal, Christlike beings that He created us to be. 

I love y'all. Have an amazing week. Drink lots of cocoa and snuggle up by a fire. ''Tis the season! Love life and remember that life is too short to be anything other than joyful and happy. 

Love always,
Sister Dorian

"Look unto me in every thought; doubt not, fear not" D&C 6:36